Coming at you loaded my mistake indeed
I’m paying for this
More than you I’m saying sorry
Lets dictate facts
We have never met
You’ve hidden behind your keyboard this entire time
Do you know how much was taken out of context
The words up the path could have better been said
But I’m not the only one you’ve led up the line
A verbal conversation was all what’s in need
You didn’t and don’t have to be anything else
But denying the chance to hear your voice
It was fucking with my head
Knowledge in what it all meant to be
You said friendship yes its entirely everything
I could find you
A phone call there
If you don’t show up there
A further phone call up the road you’ll be there
To prove the point i would, but I won’t
You’ve made me look like I’d spike your drink
You see how it is for me
The damage I’ve seen from you not trusting me
How predatory Im now seen to be
It was everything I was trying not to be
Not another one who couldn’t be trusted I’d say fair call but that’s below the belt
Do you understand now how fucked up my shit can be
Your ego stroking posts
Youll air the dirty washing then move on you wont care
I know you’ve finally squealed
Told them all my pitfalls and my ordeals
Its all about my drug habits I know the deal
Give yourself all the justification you need
I can feel the razor sharp stab wounds in my back
I do fuck up people’s lives
Same as me using speed for kicks
But now it’s cost me you
I’d give it up to try and fix, but now it consoles me from this
There you go I’m admitting I’m sick
I came to you for help
Next time I’ll swallow my pistol
This has proved it your friendship untruthful
You wanted to be friends show me what that word means
I’m still waiting to see
Stupid me expecting you to be something I need
One thing I’ve learnt you’re not a very honest person are you?
Disloyal and dishonesty you’ve conned not only me
My bad approaching you loaded won’t happen again will it.